And I don't feel any different.
Yes, new blog. Although, I can't figure out how to make it not look messed up. Thanks, blogger, for becoming so confusing.
I go back and forth with having a blog. I'm so easily influenced by those around me. I know people (and by people, I may or may not mean my husband) that think blogs are lame. So I delete it. Then I remember that I love to write..I love to be nostalgic..whether people read or not, and I resurrect it. Back and forth, back and forth.
But, here I am. I don't believe in New Year's resolutions. If I'm going to resolve to do something, it will be because I feel deep down in my soul that I want and need it. But not because of the change of a calendar year.
However, with that being said, I'm resolving to do what I want. Not just because it's the start of a new year. But because I'm sick of living my life the way other people expect me to. I love to make other people happy, but guess what? My happiness matters too.
And although it's a tiny step in becoming who I really am, deep inside...
I'm starting a blog. And I'm not going to delete it.
So suck on that, blog haters.