When you're going through a divorce, you don't really stop to think about the inevitable-
You're going to have to start dating again.
And maybe I'm just crazy. Maybe some people look forward to redoing that part of life..
But I'm dreading it.
Don't get me wrong-I enjoy being asked out on dates. I like getting to know new guys, and being in relationships.
But the whole thing gives me anxiety. I sit there before a date and have a panic attack.
What if he doesn't like me? What if I don't look cute?
What if he DOES like me and I don't like him? I can't let him down..
I freak myself out over these ridiculous things, that really don't matter on a first date, when I should just focus on enjoying myself and getting to know the guy.
Point is, I have a date tomorrow. And I might be excited. Wish me luck.